Freitag, 24. Oktober 2008

~ Versiegelt

ich habe mich neun monate versiegelt,
von allen einflüssen, innen und aussen,
völlig abgeriegelt.

bin schwanger gegangen mit hundert kindern,

konnte die erste und zweite vertreibung
aus dem richtigen paradies gott sei dank verhindern,

hatte ich doch erkenntnis gekostet,

die fesseln ihrer ketten verrostet,
ein leichtes sie zu sprengen, schwupp - entkommen
aus den engen fängen der finstren mächte,
die angstschürend mich und meine leibesfrüchte

geschlossen mein körper-, geist- und seelentor,
wütend schreiende liebhaber und tiger ignoriert,
mich, in trance tränen tiefe das alleinsein
verstossen und verachtet zu werden riskiert,

rausgeschmissen, geschlagen, zu tode gehetzt, fast krepiert,
dreck und unrat und sodoms genossen inspiziert,

ganz ungeniert ihre energievampiere angeschmiert,
ihre saugenden triebe gekappt,
die denkfallensteller
mit sich selbst korrumpiert,
all das ist mir passiert, von menschen, die angeblich in liebe

mit mir und meinem wesen - feines völkchen, diebe!
mit fehlfarben tätowiert!

ich habe mich neun monate versiegelt,
von allen einflüssen,
innen und aussen,
völlig abgeriegelt. um frei zu werden.
friedlich lieblich sein im fliessen -

habe visionen gesammelt und mit goldstaub verziert.
ein kunststück meiner vollendeten genesung
wieder-auf-er-stehung kreiert.

jetzt bin ich neu - bei mir im jetzt und hier.
mein lachen freudevoll die welt vibriert.

und eins noch, dass wünscht ich mir: dass er, der verstört dabeigewesen und irgendwann völlig durchgedreht, seine gewalt gegen mich und sich ganz in güte und liebe hüllt und durch einen himmlischen kuß das ende als einen anfang für seine selbstheilung versteht. Angst essen Seele auf: Genesis III.

24. Okt. 2008 - Frankfurt / Buchmesse
donnerstag auf freitag geschrieben 3.30 bis 4:29 uhr.

Dienstag, 14. Oktober 2008

Okt 2010: Book Hunting at Frankfurt Bookfair

My dear veryheavens,

I´ll be at the Frankfurt Bookfair this whole week. I´ll be bringing with me cool new books ´n celeb news. But that´s no excuse for you to not visit veryheaven in the meantime. Any wishes or suggestions? Send me your email to veryheaven AT gmail DOT com.

My loyals, I love ya all.
Yours sincerely!

~ The Victorious Mind - Soyez Positif - Ebook Gratuit !

La serie du champ de bataille de la pensee
Vos pensées sont comme un champ de bataille où un combat a lieu. La bonne nouvelle c'est que Dieu combat a vos cotés et qu’Il désire le meilleur pour vous.

Satan veut vaincre le peuple de Dieu par une stratégie de tromperie et de mensonge. Ce livre est une déclaration vers la victoire. Le Peuple de Dieu est vainqueur et triomphe de la traitrise et des mensonges de Satan.

Mittwoch, 8. Oktober 2008

Wild and Free Spirit

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!

Not because you possess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.

You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.

You inspire each person to be idealistic and passionate, and you make each moment memorable.

Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life.

By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.

Your abilities to make dreams come true is strong. So strong that you are often the love of many people's lives.

Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.

No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

Your Seduction Style: Sex Pot

Tradionally known as a "siren", "rake", or "femme fatale." You exude sensuality.

And while your sexiness is part of what makes you an incredible seducer...

Your ability to make others feel sexy is what really makes your seduction skills shine.

Most people don't feel attractive or desired enough - a need which you tap into.

You have the ultimate sex appeal, and getting attention from you is a total self esteem boost.

Your confidence is contagious, and you help others unleash their own sexuality.

Your sex pot seduction skills are so intoxicating that you can get away with... well, almost murder.

Lovers feel like your sensuality is in your blood, so it's only natural if you flirt a little.

And if you stray, that might be okay as well - as long as you make lover still feel hot.

Can´t catch me

My Ideal for now is Casual Dating

Maybe I am looking for love...

But mostly I am looking for fun.

I could get serious with the right person.

For now, though, I enjoy playing the field.

Montag, 6. Oktober 2008

Your Ego dies - Happy Birthday

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~ Meditation for Your Freedom

We have invented so many different forms of escape that the whole purpose and meaning of Meditation is lost. If we are making an effort, if we are deliberately trying to concentrate, or going by some authority - then obviously we are sacrificing the freedom of mind and simply following something to reach nowhere.

Meditation is observation - to be aware - as such it does not require any cross-legged or lotus sitting or any incense or any music or a dark room or a candle or any absence or any presence…It can happen in your work place, even in a crowded train while traveling or at home - there is no fixed path to meditation - knowledge is never complete in any sphere - and as such anything which comes with guidance or authority… and tells us to make a conscious effort to meditate defeats the very purpose and meaning of meditation - or if you are making an effort to meditate you are not mediating - one cannot learn it from any scriptures or guide or advice or any form of authority - you cannot be within a box and think beyond it.

A mind which is meditating becomes absolutely quite
quite to any form of provocation by knowledge or our thoughts or our preconceived ideas and experience - a meditating mind thus is totally beyond noise - it analyzes the various actions of the mind - the way we act, do something, the way we talk in a group or with someone, the way we think about others - our hate, our envy, our greed, our pains, our pleasures - and a silent mind can only be aware of such actions and how we act in life - so in effect the mind is very much active - but without the constant disturbance from knowledge - knowledge acquired yesterday. If you can find that stillness of mind where it can walk thru all our actions and feelings then we start meditating or become aware… 
meditation is not analysis - for in analysis you need a reference.

When you follow any authority or guidance then you are constantly trying consciously to remain within the conformity of such rules - how can you have a free and silent mind ? This will only lead to noise - like when you concentrate on driving you are not aware of the journey. To go in for meditation is not like going into a trip - like a trance or a transcendental journey or any deep experience - then its just a form of escape :) 

Meditation is like exploring the mind
like when we explore the ocean - from depth to depth as we go down - we explore the many beauties - and finally after we have gone into great depth we forget the sense the depth or the measure of it- and then we see the beauty of it. This awareness has to come from within us and not thru the guidance or defined path. Meditation is a journey - but if you concentrate on the rules of making the journey then you will be bound by the limitation of such rules - and will never be able to reach the destination - rather there is no destination - its almost acting like a child in a forest discovering one flower after another - there is no direction, no method and no destination.

Its also a part of all our activity and where we hold on to our moral standards in all spheres of life. 
But in today’s world we tell our kids about love and how much we love them and then we sent them to distant borders to kill people - even if as a soldier. All out thoughts are centered around us or our self - even when we observe a simple thing thought guides our perception. When we are truly able to shut off those preconceptions then we can really be aware. Meditation is difficult - it calls for a life of highest moral standards - not a discipline like following any fixed set of rules - it can be described as a freedom of mind - where the mind is free from jealousy, greed, hatred, envy and all the other bad things which leads to conflict. 

A free mind can only guide you to be aware of all your actions and thoughts and to observe the complicacy of the human brain and how it acts. 

Any advice which tells you to isolate yourself is thus wrong - you have to act inside your actions to truly be aware. As of now we live different lives - one life at home, one with friends and one in the workplace - we speak and act differently at all this places - we speak of love at home, we speak of peace at forums and in workplace we try to kill competition - funny indeed ! True Meditation is part of everyday existence not getting away from it or to chase something in isolation - those are all escapes!

Meditation demands intellect and a mature mind which can get rid from the knowledge as it constantly influences all our experiences -  a mediating mind is a free mind which can touch on new horizons of thought.

Knowledge can lend only new directions for new sensations for some seekers but that is not meditation. It is not a way to seek happiness or pleasure - for thee are other ways to it - even you can simply buy it off the shelf… but again they come with sorrow and pain as they are product of knowledge. Meditation is in effect a way to complete freedom - where there is no observer with his bag of knowledge and there is no center, no choice and so no conflict- also in absence of observer - there is nothing to be observed and we truly become integral part of everything and perceive it in a totally different way. So it can happen anywhere, anytime, in any state and is a part of daily life.

If you are concentrating to certain rules and guides to have some kind of deep feeling or something then you are just playing with your find - and when you play music, burn incense or try to isolate yourself from the various problems and conflicts of surroundings for some ‘ vision’ - then it becomes an imaginary escape - you can as well buy a good DVD on some great love story, and maybe a bottle of wine and some good food to experience such things - it will sure help you to escape from the real world for sometime. It cannot be achieved in prayers which originates from self pity and chanting some nonsense words or controlling your breathing where you bind yourself and close your mind. When we think of meditation we think of controlling the body - the body has nothing to do with it - it is the mind which needs to be silent - as the mind with its notions, opinions, prejudices, judgment and opinions which arises from self-interest and our self-centered thinking.

The mind is a product of yesterday and can only think in terms of material pleasure and chase for more. Thought offers choice and conflict - but just a suppression of thought can only lead to more conflict - it can never seek new horizons as the mind itself remains locked in the past. A silent mind can be attentive and in that silence we can experience the freedom.

Imagine exploring an island for the first time - all alone - a beautiful beach of white sand , 
a few pebbles - and then you walk deeper among the tall trees - on the grass with light and shadow - new flowers blooming on both sides of the forest path - the smell of the soil with birdsong greeting you at every turn - a still lake with clouds reflecting on it - a gentle breeze and you feel all of it with all your being - you do not need any thought or any knowledge there - as the mind becomes completely silent you experience total bliss - you do not need any guidance or be isolated from your observation - you become a part of it. 

This is meditation - to be aware - not to force your mind or running away from it - and there is no end or destination to it - you can start with one small step - just leaving your thoughts away. It is of much significance to understand our own self then to believe in something and closing our mind to truly understanding our own self and escape into some imagination.

There can be no authority, no directions no rules and no strictures for Meditation - its beyond rules, religion or any spiritual group or institution - only you can discover it yourself - its a wonderful feeling - a great journey and you can come across the most marvelous things in life. 

veryheaven feature oct, 6th 2008 >

Share Your Experiences with us in the commentfield.

Sonntag, 5. Oktober 2008

~ Zitate berühmter Philosophinnen

Die schönsten Lebensweisheiten und Zitate Frauen in der Philosophie, das ist ein relativ unbekanntes Kapitel, über das noch nicht viel geschrieben wurde. In 55 Kapiteln beschäftigt sich Stefan Knischek mit den schönsten Zitaten der Philosophinnen. Die Zitate innerhalb der Kapitel sind in chronologischer Reihenfolge der Philosophinnen angeordnet.

Wer Zitate zu einem speziellen Sachverhalt oder Wort sucht, wird im Sachregister fündig werden, das die passenden Seitenverweise enthält.

Wer sich schließlich mit einer bestimmten Philosophin intensiver auseinander setzen möchte, kann mit Hilfe der Kurzbiographien am Ende des Buches das Wichtigste in Kürze zu Person und Werk finden. Das Buch schließt mit dem Literaturverzeichnis, das die wichtigsten Schriften der zitierten Frauen umfasst.



Reich, reicher, am reichsten - glücklich?

So manch einer würde gerne auf Position 100 der berühmten Forbes-Liste stehen.
An hundertster Stelle gelistet zu sein bedeutet: sehr sehr sehr reich. Sehr unabhängig.
Sehr verehrt. Sehr willkommen - stets und überall. Wir haben´s bei Forbes nicht versucht.

Stattdessen einen Counter genommen und die "global rich list" getestet.

WOW: Mit 150.000 Euro/ Jahr brutto
steht man an ungefähr 5 Millionster Stelle.

150.000 Euro brutto / Jahr
= Manager-Gehalt (!)

Die errechnet Ihre Weltranglisten-Position aufgrund des angegebenen
Jahresgehalts. Ausgehend von gut 6 Mrd. Menschen mit irgendeiner Art Einkommen.

WOW: Mit 8.400 Euro / Jahr netto ist man ja auch noch gesegnet.

700 Euro netto / Monat
= Hartz IV z.B.

Diese Summe erhalten rund 1, 5 Millionen Menschen bei uns, und leben damit unterhalb
der Armutsgrenze, ob nun unverschuldet oder selbst schuld. Laut "global rich list counter"
gehören HARTZ IV Empfänger mit zu den reichsten Menschen im Weltbevölkerungsvergleich.

OH MEIN GOTT: 86,7 Prozent der Weltbevölkerung haben monatlich (!)
weniger zum Leben als ein ALG2-Empfänger bei uns in Deutschland.

Blöde Statistik. Erschreckend. Hier zuhause können die Hartz-IVer ja nur knapp überleben.
Und dem nicht genug: Schämen müssen sich diese Leute auch noch, weil sie laut rich list noch zum Oberen Drittel zählen. Und die Höhe ist: eine Aufforderung zur Spende. Jedenfalls für die Wenigst-Verdiener. Liebe Spitzenverdiener, Top-Manager und Multimillionäre: Sie spenden aber bitte für Deutschland. Dann klappt´s auch schneller mit einem veryheaven Leben für alle auf diesem Planeten.

Sollten wir Deutschen dankbarer sein?
Diskutieren Sie mit im Kommentarfeld.

01 Feb. / 05. Okt. 2008

Samstag, 4. Oktober 2008

~ I am the Sun

You are The Sun
Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.
Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled
come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.
The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night,
Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake.

You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music,
carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, feelings of youthful energy.

Which Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

04. Okt. 2008

Freitag, 3. Oktober 2008

~ Wenn die Liebe Dir winkt ;)

Wenn die Liebe dir winkt, folge ihr,
sind ihre Wege auch schwer und steil.
Und wenn ihre Flügel dich umhüllen, gib dich ihr hin,auch wenn ihre Stimme deine Träume zerschmettern kann,
wie der Nordwind den Garten verwüstet.

Denn so, wie die Liebe dich krönt, kreuzigt sie dich.
So wie sie dich wachsen lässt, beschneidet sie dich.

So wie sie emporsteigt zu deinen Höhen

die zartesten Zweige liebkost,die in der Sonne zittern,

steigt sie hinab zu deinen Wurzeln und erschüttert sie
in ihrer Erdgebundenheit.

Wie Korngarben sammelt sie dich um sich.

Sie drischt dich, um dich nackt zu machen.

Sie siebt dich, um dich von deiner Spreu zu befreien.

Sie mahlt dich, bis du weiß bist.
Sie knetet dich,
bis du geschmeidig bist;
und dann weiht sie dich
ihrem heiligen Feuer,
damit du heiliges Brot wirst
für Gottes heiliges Mahl.
All dies wird die Liebe mit dir machen,
damit du die
Geheimnisse deines Herzen kennen lernst
und in diesem
Wissen ein Teil vom Herzen des Lebens wirst.

Kalil Gibran (Ausschnitt)
03. Okt 2008